I'm sorry.

I'm sorry girls, for letting you all down.

I still didn't did it.

Here's a few things I wanted you guys to know.

Do read through it if you guys have time.

To Hayden, you are really like a big sister to me.

You're really caring, telling me that I could talk to you anytime about anything.

And you'll always be there to listen. Thank you so much.

To Kak Farisya, well to me you're the model of cheerleader. 

The way a cheerleader should be, you're awesome and thanks for being in the team.

I know this is weird but I kinda miss the way you scream at me and ask why do I want to be cheerleader

And ask if it's worth it to quit, when I was crying and screaming I'm done.

It was the day before cheer comp and you brought me back to the mat.

Sorry Hayden and Farisya, I believe you both are gonna lead the team to victory

Most importantly, Sorry Badrie. 

You've been a really good coach. I was never a good cheerleader.

But you tell me, you believe I'm gonna be one.

And every single time of failure and falling you still have my back.

And you'd never yell at me, you tell me I can make things happen.

From a really timid girl, I became strong and learn to stay strong. Thank you.

To Teacher Aein, I'm sorry.

I really tried convincing my dad

But things didn't work out the way I wanted it to be.

Please give extra support to PAG this year.

Cause I believe they're going to shine. THIS YEAR.

PAG is just awesome. We all know it deep down.

To all dear flyers, Sarah, Iman, Fatin, Jenny.

You people are the heart of PAG,

with all the supports and base you guys FLY UP HIGH. 

Sorry for making you people fall for the past trainings.

Especially to Iman, I'm really really sorry. You really are great.

And Jenny, awesome tumbling skills :)

To Isha, always be careful, don't hurt yourself okay?

Not this year anymore, take care of the pair of hands :)

To Shantie and Sophie the sisters :)

You guys give such influence to PAG.

There's almost nothing that you both couldn't do.

Thanks for making me keep a positive attitude towards cheerleading.

To all bases and supports, the team would never be complete without you guys.

You guys are the key for the flyers to fly.

And to all new or old cheerleaders, don't let things stop you from doing things you like.

PAG is going to the top. :)

And lastly, Crystal. thanks for bringing me into cheerleading.

ILY babe. Making the pirates to the top is always your dream

And dreams do come true. You're awesome Crystal. We all know. :)

I think that's all I wanted you people to know. And I'm really sorry

But, I couldn't be one of the pirates anymore.

I've got some issues to deal with and I couldn't make it work :'(

I LOVE YOU GIRLS. SO MUCH.

I'll support PAG from the audience seat.

And I'll be a loyal supporter to PIRATES ALL GIRLS.

XOXOXOXO

karman.hearts.

STARBUCKS 50% OFF

To all starbucks coffee lovers, 

Addicted to starbucks?

Here's the award :P

ARE YOU READY? 

*drum rolls*

TA DAA :)

There is a 50% off promotion on Starbucks Frappucino :D

It's called the happy hour promotion

Weekdays from 5pm to 7pm :D

So what are you waiting for?

GRAB IT NOW :D

And the promotion is from 26th - 6th May 2011

Okay that's a short post and I'm getting my frappucino caramel <3

Don't miss it :D

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

MY.LOVE

THE BABY TWINS SURVIVED :D

Opps sorry let me make it clear.

The Polar Bear TWINS survived from death. 

 This is their mother who brought them back to life :D TQ auntie :D

It is said that it's almost impossible for them to survive 

To make things worst, the mother bear left them there ALL ALONE :(

If polar bear could understand human language I'm gonna yell at the mother

' WHAT KIND OF MOTHER ARE YOU!!!'

 OMG SUPER DUPER CUTE :D

But the experts said that its normal that the mommy bear would only feed the stronger baby bear and left the weak ones :(

*how could they?*

And at the time of emergency treatment, the baby bears heartbeat stopped and their foster human mommy burst out crying :( 

And guess what happened? *drum rolls*

Their heartbeat went back on and they survived!!!! HURRAY!!!!

Miracles do happen huh? :D

 And now the baby bears are growing up and they're super cute! :D

Wait for me baby bears one day I'll go meet you guys :D

I LOVE POLAR BEARS <3

Baby bears hope you both can grow up happily and healthily :D

And WAIT FOR ME kay? :D

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Friends :)

First and foremost,

I took the advice from one of the blogwalker that said my layout screwed up in Firefox

* thanks for telling me that*

So.. *drum rolls*

Welcome to the new layout :)

Do drop some comments cause this take me HOURS :(

I hope this layout would do fine :)

Okay :)

Today wasn't really a good day I guess. :(

A part of it is due friend issue. :(

Summary of what happen is that

She just took my SEAT by saying that

She needed a private talk with my friend who I am TALKING TO and make me 

LEAVE MY SEAT.

That's just UNCOOL. Right?

Who knows I might be sharing something funny with my friends

Or something really sad? the point is, we're in a middle of talking.

HOW COULD YOU? :( :( :(

And I wouldn't be mad if this happen once, this happened almost EVERYDAY okay?

I know you have issues but wouldn't it be way better if you ask her to go out and talk

INSTEAD OF MAKING ME LEAVE MY SEAT?

And please don't whisper in front of me.

Go behind my back and scream it out I don't care.

I don't eavesdrop your conversation okay?

That drives me CRAZYYY :/

UGHHH sorry guys I'm abit bad tempered today.

It wasn't a big deal to me before this until one of my friends started talking about this,

And BOOM!!! all the emotions burst out of nowhere and I got super mad.

To who this person is, 

I'm alright now. I know you have problems, and I just needed to spit it out.

Sorry if this hurts you. I hope you could deal with your problems ASAP.

And the other sad thing that happen is,

I kinda wrote a card to a friend for his/her birthday. :)

I've walked through 4 bookstores to find that card.

And put a lotta effort in that card.

This morning when I handed him/her the card,

All he did was, look at it, read it and kept it.

I was surprised. And I said 'You aren't smiling.'

His/her answer was 'How can I smile when I couldn't solve an equation?'

Those words really HURTS. I didn't know that equation was so important compare to the card. :'(

He mouthed thank you and I left. 

I kept comforting myself maybe it's not really that important for him.

It's just a normal,ordinary card.

:( :( :(

I don't even know why am I feeling bad :(

Okay conclusion is today wasn't really a good day.

BUT... A message brightens up my day :D

I've been looking for my correction tape refill for a long time but it's forever SOLD OUT

My dear, Tung, messaged me and said she found it and bought it for me :D

I was so so so happy!!! But the bad news is,

She left her water bottle in the bookstore :( She really liked it :(

So.. If anyone who works in a bookstore read this and found her water bottle, please keep it.

She's busy so she couldn't go back today.

Please keep it for her don't throw it okay? TQSM <3

So, it wasn't a bad day after all :)

And I would like to thank baby Swing, dear Tung, Crystal bubu and babe teng who brightens up my day.

Baby Swing was being there for the whole time.

Dear Tung accompany me almost everywhere LOL

Crystal bubu made a lotta jokes and I couldn't help but smile beside her.

Babe Teng, hmm.. for listening to the stupid song I sing and kissed my face *EWW*

I have great friends. Hearts you people <3

Okay that's all :) Thanks for reading :)

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Dream list

Today when I was cleaning my room I saw a beautiful letter in a box.

I was really curious and can't recall a thing so I opened it.

I was so shocked cause it's my DREAM LIST when I was 8

I was dead serious back then. Here's how it goes,

I want a tree house.

I want to wear heels too. 

*woah I'm kinda mature back then*

I want to buy a lot of story books.

I want to watch Lion King 2 

*LOL I know this is stupid*

I want a beautiful dress.

I want a doggy. A hamster and a fish.
*ROFLMAO*

That's all. And I got almost everything I want.

Except for the tree house :(

And I started thinking, my dreams were so simple back then,

And now everything look so complicated

When we grew older, we tend to forget

How simple can dreams be

How easy it is to put a smile on each other's face

I used to think that growing up is going to be so much fun

But I was wrong. Thing's changed .

All we can do is to fit in.

We can never go back. 

BUT.

We can change things now. 

So this is a big shout out to all my friends,

thanks for having my back through thick and thin.

Thanks for being there for me.

I know I could be really childish at times.

*sorry bout the pranks I did :P*

And maybe my words hurt you so deeply and I didn't know.

So, I'm sorry :(

Things might not be the same, but at least we could make things way simple

No catfight, no backstabbing, no screaming and crying.

Just go back to the way we are.

'I don't wanna fwen you anymore :('

and the next day we'd left everything behind like nothing ever happened.

I think I'm a little but emotional LOL

doesn't suit me yeah?

Ohh and there's a good news.

They finally fix the hole on the staircase.

In our school there's this staircase that had such a big hole on it.

And as clumsy as I always do, I seems to have issues with the hole.

EVERYTIME!!! EVERYTIME.

I will just step into that stupid hole and it sprained my ankle a few times :(

And now it's GONE 

So... I'M FREE :DDDDD

Muahahaha GOODBYE Mr.Hole *evil laughs continues*

Okay I guess that's all.

I hope you guys like the post and if you ever hurt somebody,

Don't be afraid to say sorry.

Cause the little magic word could save your friendship :)

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

PAIN :(

Well this morning when I woke up from the sleep,

It feels like someone slaughtered me in my dreams.

Cause my entire body feels super sore and I can barely move my legs

And when I feel a little weird feeling in the stomach,

I know I'M DEAD

I'm on my period too :( FML

 After I brush up I walked down and practically sobbed "Mummy I'm in PAIN"

And my mom comfort me by saying tomorrow its gonna heal

My brother said "I bet it's not as painful as a sprained ankle, is it?"

So I went online and searched for the pain level.

Okay. Let's see.

After reading all of them, I think I'm around Level 5

Strong, deep, piercing pain, such as a sprained ankle when you stand on it wrong, or mild back pain. Not only do you notice the pain all the time, you are now so preoccupied with managing it that you normal lifestyle is curtailed. Temporary personality disorders are frequent

And a sprained ankle is level 4. HAH I WIN :DDD

I don't feel good for winning instead I feel like lying on the bed doing nothing.

So I guess that's all for today :)

Sorry for the short post. 

Ohhh wait, did I mention why my body aches?

Cause Friday I had my training and Saturday I went jogging with my dog around my house area

And started a running competition with my dog.

*I know that's stupid so it's really abvious who's the winner :(*

And the period pain is probably due to the chocolate bar I ate last night. CRAP

Okie dokie I really gotta go do nothing now.

Maybe I could day-dream or watch chick flicks :D

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

CHEERLEADING.LOVE

LET'S GO PIRATES <3

Yo peeps I'M BACKKKK :D

Yeah after thinking for a while I decided to be back on the team.

I MISS MY TEAM.

This year our team is gonna be super AWESOME

Most of the girls are AMAZING.

GO TEAM <3

Which made me feel a little scared

Cause I'm not a superb cheerleader. Let's see,

I'm a cheerleader who...

Is not strong to be a base. Had phobia on tumbling. Gets paraniod very easily

I told my couch the exact same thing and you know wad he said?

I'm not afraid to have you on my team I want you on the team.

Even I'm not afraid, WHY ARE YOU?

And that's when I got a meantal big slap from my brain

I.GIVE.ALL.OUT

It's DO IT OR DIE. *okay maybe not die LOL*

And today is my first training this year.

I think I screwed it up. :/

Maybe its because the lack of training.

I'm like a newbie. I kept comforting myself

It's okay its a fresh new start LOL

And to people who think cheerleading is not a sport.

YOU ARE WRONG

Cheerleaders are athletes :D

XOXOXOXOXO
karman.hearts

DESSERT LOVE

OMG THIS IS HEAVEN.

I'm a DESSERT-LOVER :)

I remember back when I was young I use to pester my mom to get me ice-creams.

Almost everytime we passed through ice-cream shops

Haagen Daaz was my favourite :D

I specially love those cute little cupcakes

Ohh and not forget those chocalate fundae

I baked some cookies and chocalate fundae yesterday

And I SUCCEED :DDD

*I'm never good in cooking :(*

Opps am I too far from my topic?

Okay cut the crap :/

There's this place who's gonna give us FREE DESSERT

ISN'T it AWESOME?

I know right :D okay these are the details to the FREE DESSERT

All you need to do is comment on a facebook page

And IT'S ALL YOURS

CLICK HERE: http://www.churpchurp.com/karmantee/share/my-honeymoon3

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

FREE PASSES TO JB

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

JUSTIN BIEBER COMING TO MALAYSIA IS NO LONGER A SURPRISE

And now GUESS WHAT?

We can Win FREE MEET AND GREET PASSES <3

This is a copy and paste from the website:

HAWTTTT <3

BELIEBERS’ DAY OUT THIS SATURDAY @ THE CURVE Calling all Justin Bieber fans (codename: Beliebers)! In conjunction with the upcoming concert, presenting sponsor Tune Talk will be organizing a Beliebers’ Day Out on 16 April 2011, at The Curve Mutiara Damansara. It will be a fun-filled occasion where highly limited meet and greet passes will be distributed to lucky Beliebers. “Good news to all Bieber fans out there! Drop by at The Curve on 16 April and stand a chance to win meet and greet passes and fulfil your dream to meet ‘Biebz’ in the flesh. So come on down, it’s a day not to be missed!” says Tune Talk CEO, Jason Lo. To be in the running, all you need to do is purchase a Justin Bieber Never Say Never The Remixes CD, which will entitle you to a chance to win a meet and greet pass with Justin Bieber at the concert. On Saturday (16 April), just bring the original receipt as proof of purchase to Universal Music Malaysia’s booth at Beliebers’ Day Out at the Curve. Selection will be done by Universal Music Malaysia and winners will be announced during the event. Also up for grabs are Justin Bieber My World Tour concert tickets and cool merchandise. Lots of fun activities are in store, including performances by local artistes especially for Justin Bieber fans. Justin Bieber My World Tour will be held on 21 April from 8.30 pm at Stadium Merdeka, Kuala Lumpur. Tickets are priced at RM498, RM358, RM288, RM188 and RM98 each. Justin Bieber My World Tour In Malaysia is brought to you by Midas Promotions, in collaboration with JS Concert Productions, Fat Boys and Tune Tones with Tune Talk Mobile Prepaid as the presenting sponsor. For more information, please check their fan page at http://www.facebook.com/#!/tunetalk So what are you waiting for? For all beliebers, it's time to show JB the LOVES <3 OKAY THAT'S ALL <3 XOXOXOXOXO karman.hearts

SUSHI.LOVE

YES IT'S SUSHI WEEK

To all SUSHI LOVERS

I bet you guys are familiar with the picture above, RIGHT? :)

NO? Okay Fine.

Sushi Bonanza is a week that we could enjoy all kind of sushi with RM2 per plate only

And no matter what colour is the plate,

The price is still RM2

P/S: IN SUSHI KING ONLY :)

ISN"T THAT AWESOME?

OMG this panda sushi is super cuteee :D

specially dedicate to my babe swing <3

I know some of you might be worried about the quality of sushi

Since they had the radiation thingy leaked into the ocean

Does that mean the fishes are all radiated?

*shakes head* no no no...

They had a notice on this and said that sushi king no longer uses the food material from Japan

So, IT'S SAFE :)

Another super cute smiley face sushi

Today me and my family went to sushi king for dinner :D

There's so many people queuing out there

We waited around 15min and its our turn :)

It's SUSHI HEAVEN in there :D

So what are you waiting for?

GO GRAB IT NOW :DDD <3

Song of the day-What you waiting for

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Out of cash :/

*sorry this post has nothing to do with donuts LOL*

I strongly believe that April is a good month 17years ago.

WHY?

Cause there's way TOO many April baby around me :)

And most of them are my really good friends :)

Such as:

My babe Teng

Victor

Mr Alien

 2 Mr J who name cannot be mentioned LOL

What I'm trying to say is that,

I'M BROKE :(

And I'm really worry about the presents

What if they don't like it?

What if it turns out ugly?

What if *mentally slaps myself*

I know I'm getting paraniod.

I better keep myself busy and stop blogging LOL :D

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts 

ORAL ISSUE :(

Well this month has been a pretty good month :D

Nothing really bad happened except for our oral :(

Its actually no biggie. At least I don't think so :)

Well I'll let you people judge it.

Our English teacher is a lovely person,

Her class is never boring she make jokes all the time and buy us sweets too :)

The only problem is that she's really busy :(

She don't really enter our class :(

Maybe around 3 out of 5 classes? :(

And yesterday it was suppose to be our oral day

She was half an hour late and to make things worst,

Her class is only 35minutes :( and it's the last period.

THIS SIGN WAS SHINING SO BRIGHTLY

But she said it's alright she still want us to do our oral.

One of the girl mentioned that her class is only 4minutes left and there's lack of time

The teacher said it's okay but the team who's suppose to do their oral

Is lacking of people :( one of the girl is absent cause she's sick

The teacher then got mad and said we didn't prepare and so on and walk out with anger :/

So does it consider our fault or she's simply over-reacting?

Idk :/

P/S: I hope things are gonna turn out right cause 10% of our SPM mark is on her hands :/

I LOVE YOU TEACHER <3

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

SURVIVE 2012 :D

As much as I want the dream to continue. It didn't :(

So I'm sorry for people who wants to know what happen next LOL

I wanted it to continue too!!!

Cause I'm got so interested about what's gonna happen  :P

I was browsing through facebook today and saw something interesting.

Just wanted to share this with you people.

It is to say that the date, 11, is a disastrous date.

There's a lot of war or disaster had been occuring on the exact same date, 11th

Picking what had just happened, the earthquake/volcano eruption in Japan.

Happened on 11th of March 2011.

And why would the would ends on December 21 of 2012 is because

2+0+1+2+1+2+2+1=11

I was paraniod cause everything seems so true.

I ran to my mother and tell her about this and her reply was

'You and your brother was born on the 11th.'

Which reminds me, YEAH I'm August and my brother's September!

And mummy says we're monsters LOL :D

So we're going to survive muahahahaha

*I don't know where I got that theory but it just works LOL*

Yeah I know this sounds kinda stupid BUT

I BELIEVE IT THAT WAY.

I WILL SURVIVE BABY :D

I strongly believed it like that :P

So what I'm trying to say after all these crap is that

2012 might be true. BUT

We shouldn't get so paraniod all we have/can do,

is to live our life to the fullest.

Someone did predict that the world would end in 1999

AND SEE WHAT HAPPENED?

It's 2011 now and we're doing JUST FINE :)

LOVE LIFE.

If you were thinking about acheiving something but you're afraid,

GO FOR IT.

Of course I'm saying about legal things over here @.@

Don't ever try drugs and tell the cops,

Some dude on blogger said GO FOR IT :/

LOL I know that wouldn't happen :D *smack head*

AND I FOUND THIS VIDEO ON YOUTUBE IT'S HILARIOUS.A MUST WATCH

MUAHAHAHAHA :D

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

WEIRD DREAM

*FLASHBACK*

I was riding my bicycle on my way home after school

Passed through a beautiful lake and there's a castle beside it

And this cat started talking to me. She screamed RUNNN!!!

My legs started running and there's a troop of monkeys chasing after me

I ran into the forest and the squirrel asked said "HIDE UNDER THE WATER"

Then I swam underwater and saw Dora speaking shark language

I can't breathe and went up and saw the monkeys

They were all holding GUNS asking me to give it to them

I asked "WTH!! what do you monkeys want?"

They said "THE BANANA"

I said I don't have any banana I think you got the wrong person

They all jumped towards me and when one of the monkeys is going to scratch my face

I SCREAMED like crazy and

WOKE UP

I know it's a freaking crazy dream but don't blame me.

I mean I can't control my dreams. right?

Well there's a few points which I find super weird.

1. I can't ride a bike

2. I don't think I've ever saw that castle

3. ANIMALS CAN'T TALK

4. I can't open my eyes underwater.

So I guess that proves one thing.

MY IMAGINATION MUST BE RUNNING WILD

Okay I guess that's all for it.

I know this is a stupid post but I really want to post it LOL.

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts