十二月 :D

哈咯哈咯！

大概两个小时前十二月已经悄悄地开始了

2013年一眨眼就要结束了

快检查看看你们2013年希望能完成的事情中还有什么未完成的

是时候加快脚步啦！

该念书的念书，该表白的表白，该分手的分手啦！

*呵呵开玩笑的，你们要干啥就干啥去*

2013年，对于我来说，是转变滿大的一年

第一，这是我当青少年的最后一年了，明年我就得踏入20岁了，转大人咯！

*有些坏事得赶紧干了*

第二，正式从学院毕业，进入大学生活！

*大学和我想象的不一样*

第三，学会独立

*一个人的生活*

第四，喜欢上猫咪，还养了一只

*正确来说，是领养*

第五，祝福

*我小时候的偶像结婚了，我含泪祝福*-含泪是有点夸张了 :P

我暂时能想到的就那么多

可是总结来说我就是成长了吧！

2013年也过得太快了，我还有满多想做的事情

第一，学会玩滑板

第二，学会玩乌克丽丽

第三，像个大学生

我承认我的个性比较爱玩，想做的事情都是为了玩乐

所以才会有第三啊！

可是我觉得如果一个人不喜欢玩，会闷坏吧！

算了第三我还要好好地想想，暂时删除

好了就这样了拜拜！

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

倒数

刚才突然有了一些写作的灵感

匆忙地拿出笔记本和钢笔

正要地想把它们写下来的时候

才发现自己很多汉字都已经忘了怎么写

我默默地惭愧了一下 :O

说实在的，我觉得就这样把汉语埋没起来真的很浪费

毕竟以前我也努力的学习过华语这个科目

所以接下来的一段时间，我的文章应该都是汉语版的

是需要好好地把自己的汉语提升一下下了

加油加油！

在大学里，通常看见我的人对我的第一印象就是

这个女生不会中文

所以我每次说中文的时候，他们的表情都好好笑

虽然这样说对他们很抱歉，

可是这是我在大学里的其中一个娱乐

嘻嘻 :)

言归正传

正如这个文章的题目

我最近这几天都在忙着倒数什么时候可以回家

现在刚刚过了午夜12点，最新的倒数日是15天

我好想回家啊！

＊虽然城市里有空气污染问题，塞车又严重得要命可是还是那里比较好＊

还得坚持15天，差不多360个小时

坚持就是胜利！

不知不觉我的大学生活也已经54天了

明天是这个学期的最后一天

Woohoo! - 这个我还真的不会翻译 :O

可能这个学期太短暂

总觉得不太真实

有的时候一觉醒来看到周围还是会慌张一下

而且这个学期的科目都和我的修读的科系没有太大的关系

所以对于大学生这个称呼，难免还是有些陌生

哦对了，今天我们上线报名了下个学期要上的科目

可是我们大学的网上服务器实在太烂

报名的时间是早上9点，我从8点就在网吧里对着学校的网站刷新

在9点准的时候，网站上居然显示服务器爆满的消息

拼命地刷新以后，大概9.05才开始报名

＊说起来有点对不起那个网吧的主人＊

想要的上课时间也已经没有了

唯有对剩下的时间妥协

这样一来我下学期的时间表变得非常讨人厌

连续3天的课都是早上8点到下午6点

看到自己的时间表那一刻，我真有一种想要把学校铲平的冲动 >.<

只好一遍又一遍地对自己重复

＊冲动是魔鬼＊

现在唯一剩下要做的事情就是

明天去上这个学期的最后一堂课

好好的考试

我就解脱啦！

不知不觉我还写了挺长的一篇

今天就到这里啦！

拜拜 :D

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Insomnia

Hey there :)

It's 4.32am right now and for some reasons, I can't sleep

I'm wide awake :O

So I decided to blog a little 

I don't really have any idea on what to blog

Hence I guess I'm just gonna let my brain juice flow :)

I've read a post on Facebook saying people tend to be more emotional at night

Some words that means nothing to you in the morning,

When said at night, it's gonna make you question your whole life

I think I'm starting to believe it

There are times when people ask me why I do certain things

At that point I will come up with a bunch of strong points

Backing myself up with the decisions I made

Probably with the same reasons I used to convinced myself to do it

I will defend and protect myself against all the negative remarks on that decision

Not letting anybody mess with my head

Some people might think that I'm tough and firm

But that's not it, because I know I can't let anyone make me question myself

I might go into a lose-myself state when that happens

A wise man once said

“As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.” 

I'm not saying that you should only trust yourself

There are too many people out there who's smarter and more experienced

You take their advice before making your decision

When you came up with a decision, take it as your conclusion

Stick to it, don't change it.

Changing means adapting to whole new concept

Not much people can cope with it

At least not me

I hate starting over again

I hate letting my previous effort go down the drain

Before tonight I didn't know why I'm so strong headed

Well this blog post explains a lot :O

Hmm I guess night-time does make you think about a lot of stuff

So that's all for this blog post!

I'm finally feeling a little sleepy :D

Good night loves <3

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

SIMBA :D

Helloooo peeps!

So there has been a small change in my university life :)

Instead of being a student and a housemate,

I also have responsible for a kitty now :D

Well it's not really my cat

He's a stray cat that sneaked into our hostel while Michelle and I were cooking

He was so skinny and dirty and he can't even meow :O

So Michelle and I fed him and clean him

After doing that, kitty became attached to us :O

Since we don't have much to do here, we decided to take care of him :D

Ohh and his name was kitty before we found out it's a HE

So we changed it to SIMBA!

Pretty cool huh? :D

We both thought about keeping Simba

But we’re afraid that he would get too attached to us

We’re having our sem break in 20 days, and who’s gonna take care of Simba then?

So we decided to not get too close with Simba L

We only give him food and play with him for a while

But he’s so cute now! It’s a really hard thing to do L

And Simba’s eating a lot! I’m afraid Michelle and I are gonna go broke feeding him lol!

Is it normal for a kitten to eat 2 sausages and 2 fishballs?

Hmm.. I don’t know :O

Ohh and he can meow right now hahahah!

He’s really playful and active :D

Here’s a picture of Simba! :)

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Halfway done

Hellooooo peeps!

The mid-term exam ends today yay!

Also all assignments are handed in and all presentations are done!

So no more burning the midnight oil and no more headache :D

Well maybe I spoke too soon

Cause our final is like 2 weeks away

Hmph :(

I don't really understand how the short semester work

We only study for like say.. A month?

And we have a mid term and final?

But at least we could graduate in a shorter period :)

If everything goes well from here,

I'd be done with Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia and Hubungan Etnik

Thank god the final paper is gonna be MCQ questions not essay questions

Or else you're gonna see a hobo living in the library

Yep that would be me.

Maybe I'll drag Michelle along, so that's a couple of hobos :P

Ohh and our group had the sketch yesterday

Everything went well and the audience cheered loudly for us

So I guess everyone had a great time

I was so nervous before my scene cause I had to walk down the stairs with a 4-inch high heels

With everybody's staring. Imagine the pressure

Thanks to the experience I had with the heels, I nailed it! :D

I think acting is actually fun when your team mates doesn't act like an ass

So this is done, moving on!

Next semester I'm gonna be taking the major subjects for my course

So I'm actually worried that I might not cope well :(

But it has to start somewhere right?

Worst case scenario, I become a hobo in the library :P

Fingers crossed that won't actually happen.

Ohh and I found out one thing about the people in the university

They're all shy at first and they don't express themselves well

There are times where I just wanna strangle them cause they won't speak up

But after a month, miraculously they became friendly

They start to joke and share about stuff

Maybe they finally warmed up to us or they found the courage to speak to us

I'm happy for that change :)

It's just that the semester's almost over

And we might not have the same subject next semester

So it's a shame :(

I'm also having my semester break soon! 

Countdown 22 days to holiday woohoo!

I wanna go home so badly I'm actually thinking about what to pack home hahahah!

Maybe I will start packing next week :)

That's all for my updates this week! 

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Dark Side

Heyyylowww peeps!

So yesterday we had the meeting about the new script for the sketch

And I gotta say everything went pretty well from there :)

Now all we gotta do is get it over with then we're good :D

I gotta admit last night really brought out the dark side of mine

But don't worry, no feelings were hurt

I don't know how, but I managed to control the burning desire to slit someone's throat

Too much? That's how I felt anyway.

I get mad at people who doesn't give a damn

Or people who don't even bother to check the updates

I know that everyone might have more important stuff to do

But we're a team isn't it?

It is just unfair for people who actually spend the time doing things 

But I guess this is the thing about group work

There are good times but also there are definitely bad times

Except for all the crap we actually had a great time rehearsing our scene

It turns out to be a mix between romance, humor and a little action

I do wanna share with you guys about it

But I just cannot bear the chances of someone doing the same thing again

Don't worry I'll keep you guys updated about how it goes :)

Some might ask, why are you making a big deal out of this?

Chill out it's just a sketch.

Well dude, I don't know about you but for me,

As long as there's marks for it, I'm gonna take it seriously.

I want the best work done with the least amount of time possible

It's just how I do things, you can either agree or disagree :)

Doesn't matter to me :)

To my group members, I apologize if I wasn't exactly friendly yesterday

And that you feel pressured because of me 

At least we got things done now :)

That's what matter to me.

Also thanks for coping with me, you guys are pretty great :)

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Mid-Term Exam :O

Hey peeps!

So it's an exam week here in the university

They call it a mid-term but who are we kidding we've only been studying for a month

Oops wait it's only been 3 weeks cause we had a week holiday 

But the teacher is putting in half the syllabus into the mid-term

That's basically my reaction

The worst part is when the teacher says the notes she gave isn't really sufficient we gotta go to the library and refer to the textbook

I have mixed feelings

It's kinda between 'I'm falling apart' and 'Are you effin kidding me'

It kinda feels like this

 AND

Don't take me wrong I have nothing against going to the library 

To be honest the library in the university is a magnificient building

It's scenic and calm and you can see the lake and all

But the problem is that

The distance between the library and my block is North Pole vs South Pole

And it's a freaking uphill road

Can you imagine cycling all the way up?

I've got 3 subjects this week and so far it's 2 down, 1 to go 

Plus there's 3 presentations going next week

I just can't wait for this semester to be over!

I wanna go home!

Ohh there's something I wanna share :)

One of my teachers think it's gonna be funny switching our presentation to a sketch

Yeap. A sketch

The time given was a week and it's 15% to our final grades

Great. Just great.

We were actually good to go but then some other team came up with the same idea we had

So for that we have to redo the script 

Quote from our group leader: "Yep we're gonna die"

With the exam week some people can't make it to our next meeting

I just hope everything goes well from here.

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Unwell

Heyyylowww peeps!

Well I actually did not expect to blog anytime soon

Cause with the internet speed I'm given 

And the starting of my university life

Blogging just seems to be a mission impossible over here

But I finished my assignments weeks before the due date

So... Here I am! :D

There was a 5 day holiday last week so I went back home

And it's proven

Nowhere will ever feel more comfortable than home

I miss my family, my house, my room, my car, the food and the internet speed

I always thought I'm not gonna get homesick

Since the university is merely a 2 and a half hour drive from home

But that's not true. 

No matter how far/near you are from home, if you're not living in it, you're gonna get home sick

Well at least that's the case for me

After the 5 days break, the first thing that welcomed me back to the hostel, is a cold

I caught a cold on the very first day back here

It's like my body saying: "Dude, go home!"

That is when I really feel the homesick kicking in

I gotta take the meds on my own, remind myself in the next 8 hours

Take vitamin supplements, Check body temperature.

All by my own.

My mom is not here to make sure I'm okay,

My dad is not here to make sure I have an appetite

My brother is not here to make sure I'm not dead.. yet.. :O

But I guess this is a part of growing up

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

Ohh and here's an advice to everyone.

Always bring enough cash for grocery shopping

Because you wouldn't know when your credit card cannot be authorized

I almost got a heart attack yesterday, here's a thank you note to my mom for teaching me to keep emergency money with me :D

Ohh and one of my lecturers wants us to do a sketch instead of a presentation

On a exam week

The sketch is worth 15% for our final course grade

Great. Just great.

Did I mention we should dress up for the sketch too? 

But at least my group members were cooperating on this

Hopefully this sketch is gonna turn out to be a good one.

I guess I can conclude that this week haven't been great

But it's all gonna be fine cause

Tough time doesn't last, tough people do :D

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts