Feelings.

A-levels exam is in a few days time and here I am, blogging.

Well, I don't really know what to say in this post

So I guess I'm just gonna write whatever I'm feeling

For starters, I'm full.

Yeah I had Thai food for dinner and it was AWESOME

I like all kind of different cuisines,

Chinese, Malay, Indian, Italian, Korean, Japanese, Thai <3

I guess you can conclude that I'm not a picky eater?

I just don't really like vege. That's all.

Secondly, I'm confused

Confused on what's really happening with me and you

Well you liked most of my pictures,

You smile every time our eyes met

But you didn't really make a move,

I guess you're shy and I think you're cute >.< 

But am I suppose to just leave it? Or start a conversation?

Hmm.. I don't know.

Thirdly, I'm afraid

My friends and I have been taking a lot of pictures lately

Because well, we're leaving college after the exam

And most probably we won't have time to see each other that often after this

We became really close during this 18 months

I'm afraid of our friendship drifting apart

I know meeting new people isn't hard at all and it can be interesting

But I guess I'm a little attached to the special bond I have with everyone :)

I love them already.

Lastly, I'm worried

Worried about not being good enough

Because grade says it all.

Not being able to maintain a perfect grade really scares me

I'm worried about not trying hard enough

But I'll get through this

Maybe it's just a pre-exam nervous breakdown

I have it before all the major exams.

Hmm.. now to think about it, 

I rather have interviews instead of exams.

So these are my feelings for now

It's like all mixed and wrapped up in me

Maybe it's the weather revealing the emotional side of me?

Speaking of the weather, it keeps raining these days.

Not that I hate it, I love rainy days

But would you please rain every morning instead?

That'd be perfect.

Now I'm gonna post pictures of my perfect college life, 

Just to rub it in your face. Hahahaha! Just kidding

I'm sure everyone's having a great time in college

Or school. 

I consider this the family picture :P

Fu Yen, Me, Karen, Michelle, Vanessa, Alice and Rachel

Sumyee's missing in this one 

I was reallyyyy happy :)

I find it weird that we both get along 

HAHAHAHHAHAH!

This is my Karen! Yeah. Mine.

 The caption was excited

 Money on the floor!

 The ' ARE YOU THINKING WHAT I'M THINKING?'

 Random shots :D

 There she is! Sumyee :D

 This time we don't have michelle lol!

 Mr Low took this picture for us!

 Rachel and I was not suppose to smile :P

 Ehehehehehhe :P

 It's scary how we can all fit in there :P

 Me and Fu yenyen :D

I was gonna post the top 10 favourite but I love all of these! <3

Love you peeps <3

You know when I wrote the first paragraph I was exhausted and worried but after looking at all these pictures I felt really happy :)

They're my vitamin :P

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

FRIEND-ZONED?

Hi peeps!

As the title mentioned above I guess you already know what I'm gonna talk about

You've probably seen this picture on Facebook

So I realized being friend-zoned are usually implied on the guys

But hold on!

Girls do get friend-zoned too! 

A few friends of mine have been complaining about being friend-zoned lately

But that's just what they assumed.

Because apparently they didn't ask because they don't wanna ruin the friendship

My POV is that if you didn't try, you deserved it!

What I am trying to say is that

If you have a crush on someone, 

Tell them.

Because there's a chance that they felt the same way!

Moments like that could just slipped away and BA-BAM!

FOREVER ALONE.

If you succeed, congratulations!

But if you don't, you just gotta suck it up and move on!

Yes things might be a little awkward between the both of you

You just gotta move on and then resume your friendship :)

At lease you won't have die with regrets isn't it?

*too much?*

Well to give you more courage here's a video I saw on youtube.

This girl finally had the courage to confess to a guy she had a crush on for 6 years.

It's in Chinese but I guess you'll understand it :)

See! This is what I'm talking about!

Anyway I'm gonna end here :)

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Growing up :)

Hey peeps!

I'm sorry for not updating this for a whileeeee

Well I've been to the Facon Education Fair in KLCC both yesterday and today

And I guess I've made up my mind about my future.

I would never admit this but,

Sometimes the idea of growing up scares me,

This is the time where you learn to pick up responsibilities and face the world

To be on your own.

I know I can't be my parents' baby forever

And it's just selfish to not grow up

BUT I DON'T WANT TO

Looking at my friends who's taking a degree

I can't help but think, is it time to grow up now?

In 3 to 4 years time we'll be getting a job. 

To live our life.

The 1-year Australia working holiday was my original runaway plan.

But NO, I'm 19. And I should act like one.

After going to this education fair, I've had my future route planned out.

Now all I need to do is walk towards it.

If you're reading this and you're as worried as I am 

Don't be.

Cause it's just a phase.

Get through this and hopefully in a few years time we'll be living a kick ass awesome life :)

That's how I'm convincing myself :)

And if you wanna have your future planned out,

Then you should check out the education fair, 

The date and venue is right here :) 

Peninsula Malaysia	Opening Hours : 12 noon to 6pm
Kuala Lumpur	Mar 16 & 17, 2013 (Sat & Sun)	Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre
Alor Setar	Mar 19, 2013 (Tue)	Holiday Villa Hotel
Penang	Mar 20, 2013 (Wed)	Traders Hotel
Ipoh	Mar 21, 2013 (Thu)	Kinta Riverfront Hotel & Suites
Malacca	Mar 22, 2013 (Fri)	Equatorial Malacca Hotel
Johor Bahru	Mar 23 & 24, 2013 (Sat & Sun)	Persada Johor International Convention Centre
East Malaysia	Opening Hours : 12noon to 4pm
Miri	Mar 16, 2013 (Sat)	Grand Palace Hotel
Kuching	Mar 17, 2013 (Sun)	Riverside Majestic Hotel
Sibu	Mar 18, 2013 (Mon)	RH Hotel
Sandakan	Mar 22, 2013 (Fri)	Sandakan Hotel
Kota Kinabalu	Mar 23, 2013 (Sat)	Promenade Hotel
Tawau	Mar 24, 2013 (Sun)	MB Hotel
Admission FREE

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

说了再见

一年的时间，算起来其实不长
可是对某些人，某些事，改变的却可以很多

一年前，在那个场景，如果你说了那些话语
对我而言，会是梦寐以求的承诺
可是那个时候，你选择了沉默

一年后的今天，同样的场景，你选择说了这些话语
对我而言，却是被逼着面对的伤口

你一直是个很有自信的人，
你相信，一年的时间里什么都不会改变

包括我们

一年前你一声不响地离开
那个时候我对你，只有生气
我坚持不和你联络，是因为我相信时间久了
我们这个词，就会被遗忘

可是再看到你的时候，我才发现
对你的感觉，除了生气，更多的，是想念
我才发现在这一年里，我一直在逃避
逃避着对你的喜欢

一年了，原来我对你的喜欢没有变
可是信任已经没有了
我不再向往着美丽的承诺

‘如果一开始就无法完全信任，那这段感情注定不完美’
‘伤口一直都在，所以没有办法和以前一样’
‘如果遇到同样的结果，伤害会更大’
这些话，是一个姐妹告诉我的
原来两个喜欢着对方的人，不一定会在一起

我选择在这里，对我们，说再见。

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心，在离别前荡起秋千

泪，只能转身后说抱歉
初见走到了再见，回到原点，曙光重现，爱凝结了时间。

在爱的回归线
有勇敢会相见
天会晴心会暖
阳光在手指间
童话剧情上演
在某天再一次遇见
我们都一如从前，没变 ---爱的回归线