I'm sorry.

I'm sorry girls, for letting you all down.

I still didn't did it.

Here's a few things I wanted you guys to know.

Do read through it if you guys have time.

To Hayden, you are really like a big sister to me.

You're really caring, telling me that I could talk to you anytime about anything.

And you'll always be there to listen. Thank you so much.

To Kak Farisya, well to me you're the model of cheerleader. 

The way a cheerleader should be, you're awesome and thanks for being in the team.

I know this is weird but I kinda miss the way you scream at me and ask why do I want to be cheerleader

And ask if it's worth it to quit, when I was crying and screaming I'm done.

It was the day before cheer comp and you brought me back to the mat.

Sorry Hayden and Farisya, I believe you both are gonna lead the team to victory

Most importantly, Sorry Badrie. 

You've been a really good coach. I was never a good cheerleader.

But you tell me, you believe I'm gonna be one.

And every single time of failure and falling you still have my back.

And you'd never yell at me, you tell me I can make things happen.

From a really timid girl, I became strong and learn to stay strong. Thank you.

To Teacher Aein, I'm sorry.

I really tried convincing my dad

But things didn't work out the way I wanted it to be.

Please give extra support to PAG this year.

Cause I believe they're going to shine. THIS YEAR.

PAG is just awesome. We all know it deep down.

To all dear flyers, Sarah, Iman, Fatin, Jenny.

You people are the heart of PAG,

with all the supports and base you guys FLY UP HIGH. 

Sorry for making you people fall for the past trainings.

Especially to Iman, I'm really really sorry. You really are great.

And Jenny, awesome tumbling skills :)

To Isha, always be careful, don't hurt yourself okay?

Not this year anymore, take care of the pair of hands :)

To Shantie and Sophie the sisters :)

You guys give such influence to PAG.

There's almost nothing that you both couldn't do.

Thanks for making me keep a positive attitude towards cheerleading.

To all bases and supports, the team would never be complete without you guys.

You guys are the key for the flyers to fly.

And to all new or old cheerleaders, don't let things stop you from doing things you like.

PAG is going to the top. :)

And lastly, Crystal. thanks for bringing me into cheerleading.

ILY babe. Making the pirates to the top is always your dream

And dreams do come true. You're awesome Crystal. We all know. :)

I think that's all I wanted you people to know. And I'm really sorry

But, I couldn't be one of the pirates anymore.

I've got some issues to deal with and I couldn't make it work :'(

I LOVE YOU GIRLS. SO MUCH.

I'll support PAG from the audience seat.

And I'll be a loyal supporter to PIRATES ALL GIRLS.

XOXOXOXO

karman.hearts.

STARBUCKS 50% OFF

To all starbucks coffee lovers, 

Addicted to starbucks?

Here's the award :P

ARE YOU READY? 

*drum rolls*

TA DAA :)

There is a 50% off promotion on Starbucks Frappucino :D

It's called the happy hour promotion

Weekdays from 5pm to 7pm :D

So what are you waiting for?

GRAB IT NOW :D

And the promotion is from 26th - 6th May 2011

Okay that's a short post and I'm getting my frappucino caramel <3

Don't miss it :D

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

MY.LOVE

THE BABY TWINS SURVIVED :D

Opps sorry let me make it clear.

The Polar Bear TWINS survived from death. 

 This is their mother who brought them back to life :D TQ auntie :D

It is said that it's almost impossible for them to survive 

To make things worst, the mother bear left them there ALL ALONE :(

If polar bear could understand human language I'm gonna yell at the mother

' WHAT KIND OF MOTHER ARE YOU!!!'

 OMG SUPER DUPER CUTE :D

But the experts said that its normal that the mommy bear would only feed the stronger baby bear and left the weak ones :(

*how could they?*

And at the time of emergency treatment, the baby bears heartbeat stopped and their foster human mommy burst out crying :( 

And guess what happened? *drum rolls*

Their heartbeat went back on and they survived!!!! HURRAY!!!!

Miracles do happen huh? :D

 And now the baby bears are growing up and they're super cute! :D

Wait for me baby bears one day I'll go meet you guys :D

I LOVE POLAR BEARS <3

Baby bears hope you both can grow up happily and healthily :D

And WAIT FOR ME kay? :D

XOXOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts

Friends :)

First and foremost,

I took the advice from one of the blogwalker that said my layout screwed up in Firefox

* thanks for telling me that*

So.. *drum rolls*

Welcome to the new layout :)

Do drop some comments cause this take me HOURS :(

I hope this layout would do fine :)

Okay :)

Today wasn't really a good day I guess. :(

A part of it is due friend issue. :(

Summary of what happen is that

She just took my SEAT by saying that

She needed a private talk with my friend who I am TALKING TO and make me 

LEAVE MY SEAT.

That's just UNCOOL. Right?

Who knows I might be sharing something funny with my friends

Or something really sad? the point is, we're in a middle of talking.

HOW COULD YOU? :( :( :(

And I wouldn't be mad if this happen once, this happened almost EVERYDAY okay?

I know you have issues but wouldn't it be way better if you ask her to go out and talk

INSTEAD OF MAKING ME LEAVE MY SEAT?

And please don't whisper in front of me.

Go behind my back and scream it out I don't care.

I don't eavesdrop your conversation okay?

That drives me CRAZYYY :/

UGHHH sorry guys I'm abit bad tempered today.

It wasn't a big deal to me before this until one of my friends started talking about this,

And BOOM!!! all the emotions burst out of nowhere and I got super mad.

To who this person is, 

I'm alright now. I know you have problems, and I just needed to spit it out.

Sorry if this hurts you. I hope you could deal with your problems ASAP.

And the other sad thing that happen is,

I kinda wrote a card to a friend for his/her birthday. :)

I've walked through 4 bookstores to find that card.

And put a lotta effort in that card.

This morning when I handed him/her the card,

All he did was, look at it, read it and kept it.

I was surprised. And I said 'You aren't smiling.'

His/her answer was 'How can I smile when I couldn't solve an equation?'

Those words really HURTS. I didn't know that equation was so important compare to the card. :'(

He mouthed thank you and I left. 

I kept comforting myself maybe it's not really that important for him.

It's just a normal,ordinary card.

:( :( :(

I don't even know why am I feeling bad :(

Okay conclusion is today wasn't really a good day.

BUT... A message brightens up my day :D

I've been looking for my correction tape refill for a long time but it's forever SOLD OUT

My dear, Tung, messaged me and said she found it and bought it for me :D

I was so so so happy!!! But the bad news is,

She left her water bottle in the bookstore :( She really liked it :(

So.. If anyone who works in a bookstore read this and found her water bottle, please keep it.

She's busy so she couldn't go back today.

Please keep it for her don't throw it okay? TQSM <3

So, it wasn't a bad day after all :)

And I would like to thank baby Swing, dear Tung, Crystal bubu and babe teng who brightens up my day.

Baby Swing was being there for the whole time.

Dear Tung accompany me almost everywhere LOL

Crystal bubu made a lotta jokes and I couldn't help but smile beside her.

Babe Teng, hmm.. for listening to the stupid song I sing and kissed my face *EWW*

I have great friends. Hearts you people <3

Okay that's all :) Thanks for reading :)

XOXOXOXOXO

karman.hearts